I am Joshua lionel Waekens and i hate my first name. It became what i am though. Some of my friends call me Josh waekens they dont just use my first name then use both resin is cause theres a lot of josh's. I been single for 2 years and haven't had any type of sexual interaction for about the same amount of time. know im not a shame to say that. Sex is a awesome thing and the power you get when doing it is crazy. For that amount of time what ever it maybe. you stop caring about everything. you just look at the other person and get..... lost, in the moment. To me its not something it take advantage of. i dont want to have sex with someone i cant connect with. next time you are with your partner look at him or her in the eyes will on top just stair right in to there eyes. if you can do that for more then 30 sec with out one of you breaking eyes or with out stoping and with out saying one word. then thats the one you are meant to be with at this time.
your probably saying "what the fuck do you know? you havent been with someone in 2 year". this is tru. but the resin why is cause everyone is fake.
Listen, i try my best not to lie. like today i almost lost my job cause i told a guy this headphones were shit. and my boss got mad at me for tilling the tru. how can i make someone wast the money on something that dosnt work. its fuck up.
know the same gos with people. you put on your mask. faking everything,, just to make others happy. know this is the really resin why i haven had anyone for the last 2 years the resin why is cause i dont have a mask. what you see is what you get. i try my best not to lie most of the time i dont unless someone will be hurt by my words im going to say. but if they say its ok i wont be hurt ill tell your straight. if your feeling get hurt after what i say its your problem cause you said it was ok.
is my butt fat? yes
are you going out with friends? yes
are there going to be girls? yes
do i like them? most likely
know the last one bugs me the most i dont understand cheating.
why?
why? make the person you love or like go though that cheaters are the scum of this earth. know last talk about cheating. as if i know if you till someone you are dateing her im going to fuck that girl? and ou say yes would that be cheating? know what if you said no? is it ok for him to still have feelings for that girl and if no its not ok is that cheating? to me both of them are ok
resin is this one you have your consent so its not cheating and second if he has feeling or if she its not a bad thing cause were only human
Sometimes you blow my mind Waeks. but your pretty truthful, you say things other people dont want to admit to themselves.
ReplyDeleteI hear you bro. We are kinda in the same boat. For me it's been just over a year since my wife and I split. Being single again after 6 years is quite the challenge but it was the right thing to do in our situation. As for cheating, I can tell you first hand that it is very tempting but as long as you understand that it's just infatuation then cooler heads should prevail. But if it comes to that point where you are actually developing feelings for someone else while you're in a relationship you owe it to yourself and your partner to re-evaluate the relationship. Do not stay with someone out of fear of hurting them, as this will only hurt you both in the long run. Personally, I've never cheated on anyone but I feel that people that do are selfish and taking advantage of their partners. If you want casual sex you should not be in a monogamous relationship, it will only cause both involved a lot of pain. If you're into open relationships or just one-night stands or whatever that's cool just have the decency to tell the girl that you're not looking for a serious relationship. It's true most guys are douchebags. A lot of girls are too. But I think you and I have our heads on straight at least.
ReplyDeleteOh, and it sucks that you almost got fired. One of the things I hate the most about working in customer service is having to lie or misrepresent things to customers. Like soliciting donations where the charity receives but a meager 15% of the collections, or cajoling customers into signing up for long-term contracts for overpriced services that they don't need and could get for much cheaper elsewhere, etc. It's the reason I'm not in the field anymore and never plan to return.